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Those were just words.
Wednesday, December 8, 2010


I once said to you that I won't trust your words when you say you miss me and stuff cause I don't want to take things too fast and don't want to repeat another mistakes. But after knowing you for some time, I realise that I could somehow trust you and your words.

I told you bout my feelings towards you and started saying IMY. I somehow did mean it when saying those words cause I know that I'm falling for you. But eventually all that seem to be just for awhile. Ever since we had the convo, you seem to react differently towards me and seem to like ignoring me.

Now everything really make sense. You do mean it saying those words to me, it was all just for awhile. You can't seem to accept my true self. It just feel so hurt to see myself being ignore by someone whom I address him as "baby". Maybe it was all just another stupid mistake make. Those text used to be kinda long but now, its only like a one word reply. That seem to be like you are ignoring me and slowly leaving me. I never know and would understand if you are really leaving.

I just don't know what to say anymore. I'm just kinda hurt and miserable. I guess December is not being good to me. I'm just going to wait for him to say "I miss you badly and can I meet you?" and not going to keep pestering him anymore.


And I shall end with this:
I want the old you back and accept me for who I am.
I really miss you and please stop ignoring me will you.


Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I'm more active on tumblr.
I may blog there instead of here.
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Monday, September 20, 2010

Just had my graduation ceremony on the 17 Sept 2010.
Theme song for this year is "Don't stop believing."
After the ceremony, I feel much more matured and have realise that I'm big enough to make big decisions in life & don't stop believing along the way.

Graduation ceremony first start off with opening speech by Mrs low and proceed to certificate presentations, talk by Mr Lee and movie screening "Meet the Robinson" after which off for a break or shall I say recess. After recess continue with short talk by Mr Lee, Screening of past photos by Mr Toh. It finish up with a talk by Mr Yong & Last few words of dedications by the class chair & vice-chairperson.
After all that done,we have a light refreshment & also "party". Take pictures with teachers & friends for the "last time." Go to my facebook for more pictures. I really had fun on that day. Although some may consider it as our last meeting, I still hope that one day we will meet each and everyone again in the following years.
Secondary school life is the best part of life.
We learn to be more matured and understand what is life all about.
As we are teenagers, we tend to make so many mistakes but there are people surrounding us who are willing to help us chance for the better.

All thanks to my classmates, best friends & also my teachers who have been there supporting me in making me to the better person & making me realise & appreciate the world.

"Life is short & we only live once.
Treasure the chance you have to live before everything is too late."


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